PenMouse

Dear Mahal

Let me tell you about the many reasons in my life. Reason to live, laugh, love & cry. This is all about you and our love. I wanted this Valentine to be special as i want it to be for so many years now. I want to celebrate love despite our differences. That I still have you and you still have me. Is that fair enough to celebrate? We may not have the best marriage, but I can still say that I love you still. I stop believing that everything is gonna be fine between the two of us. But rather i believe that we can make it that we can work things out. At this point in my life i can say that I still wanna grow old with you.  

We hardly talk about our dreams and goals but I know deep inside you wanted the best for our children. That many times I questioned your ability and asked myself why I married you… Most of time I told myself I never had a choice. I never had anyone aside form you. That it was such a pity on my side… But then again during the times that you look so adorable and lovable and charming and funny and sweet only then that i realized that it is the reason why I married you anyway. It is the reason why God gave me beautiful kids. It is the reason why I stand by you. Because you are the reason behind the many whys in my life. You may be very mean at times… I mean really, really mean but sometimes you’re a gentle knight. You could be so hard on anyone but sometimes too softhearted. You could be the best designer freak in the world but can be the dumbest artist in the universe. Those were your moods… your mood swings. After all the years, tears and sweat for having you I still believe you’re still the one (yihaaa!). How I wish I could give you everything just everything that would make you happy, then I will. Even if I have to exchange it with my own happiness. You know my heartaches, you know how I feel, you know what I want, I won’t asked you for the stars just love me the way you used to.

I know that I’m too hard on you at times, forgive me for hurting you. I may never be the best wife in the world but I am the only person who will love you thru eternity. I love you Mahal… happy hearts day. Savor our song… remember?  AKO LANG HA…

The Reason Why
by John Farnham

What did I do
Before the day I set my eyes on you?

Spending my time
Just working on the things I had to do
And then I saw your face
I was captured heart and soul
You gave me so much more

You’re the reason why
I listen in the night
And steal the softest kisses
while you sleep
You’re the reason why
Tears will fill my eyes
Just looking at a photograph of you

Touching my frown
Tell me what you read between the lines
Everything’s alright
I know sometimes I act a little strange
You bring me so much joy
Conversations make me smile
How could I love you more

You’re the reason why
I speak with foolish pride
Whenever there’s a chance to
Show you round
You’re the reason why
I lost this heart of mine
At the very moment you arrived

I can’t believe this life was ever lonely
No I can’t imagine life before you

You’re the reason why
I’m holding on so tight
I never want to let this feeling go
You’re the reason why
My love will never die
My heart just could not sing if not for you

What did I do
Before the day I set my eyes on you